Calm..

So today was lazy. Do you ever have those days when you just know you need to do things but your body needs to rest? That's basically my day. I was in bed until 1 this afternoon. I did some laundry and ate a late lunch. I continued to eat a snack of carrots and strawberries here and there! Then I would lay in bed again. I watched YouTube and just let my mind relax and laugh and breathe today. I did homework last minute and now I'm just enjoying the low lighting of my office. I made some hot tea and I decided it was a perfect time to write what's on my mind and how my day went. My day was filled with rain and sweet dewy mist coming through my window screen. It was filled with music. All kinds of music calming me to where I couldn't stand it. Filled with laughter and smiling faces; my day was one I needed. My day has almost ended, for it is night time and my tea is becoming cooler by the minute. I hope your day was peaceful. Have sweet dreams if you're reading this! Remember please that you're loved. <3

Marcia Louise

3/24/13

not much to think about.. yeah right.

Today I have not much to write about...been a few days...maybe a few weeks. Life is busy. Busy, not really a thing, but takes away from all the good sometimes that you really want and need in life. Busy. What is busy? Why are we all so Busy? It's like ingrained in us to constantly be doing something. No time for rest. No time for reading, laughing, singing, dreaming, or sleeping. Sleep... sleep has been lost. Oh well! part of life i guess you could say. less nights spent up too late... talking... thinking. Overthinking. Lost in your thoughts. That is the worst....
You think so much that it leads to other things... whatever that may be. You search through your mind and your day. You find things good or not so good. YOu process them and decide,"Hey I think i wanna be in a certain mood now because I'm just thinking too much and i really just want and need attention". Honestly, we can all say we've done this. It's like every night and it can be good. Idt can also hurt you. Hurtothers. I don't know. Not too sure. This is me over thinking once again.A busy human lost in wonder of the  everyday world. I guess it's just me. no it's probably not. ha... So this is whawt happens when there isn't anything much to WRITE ABOUT. Enjoy your day... or try to!

Just Enough? Thinking? Try it...

 

 When you sit at home for a while, you have a lot of time to think. It gives you time to think too much. Too much of something can be a bad thing unless its the right kind and it ends up being just enough. Just Enough... those two words are two words I can't stand, yet I basically do daily. I should really take my own advice, but people who give advice usually never take their own... ha that wouldn't be right! In this case I give you just enough to know why you shouldn't be JUST ENOUGH. It's like me trying to tell you to not be... well... me! What I mean by that is I rush through things and don't ever really challenge myself to certain subjects in life. I have gotten out of my little "bubble" and my comfort zone is totally zoned out! It's bonkers... (haha bonkers). I want to tell you to think tonight when you sit down and the commercials are on t.v. Mute those pesky things and think even for a second, about yourself, where you are in life, where you are going in life, where you want to go in life, and what you could see yourself doing. I want you to think about if you are doing good enough, if you are trying your hardest at whatever it is you do, if you are trying your BEST in that area, and if you can try even just a little harder. I want you to think tonight; I don't care where it is you do this "thinking", but please take the time for YOURSELF and think. Are you JUST ENOUGH? Are you NOT enough? Are you MORE than enough? Whatever YOU are... just TRY please. Trying may not always get you somewhere but it sure does get you a whole lot closer than NOT trying at all. Don't be "just enough"; don't be like I can be. Be ALL that YOU can and TRY your HARDEST in WHATEVER it is you DO because let me tell you something, you.... are.... awesome. Just try! Just think! Don't be just enough. Be more than enough!

Chosen, Love, Trust...

You chose blue lips... You chose pale face. You chose rose colored cheeks and skin of satin until you reach the hands. You chose soft eyes; eyes that hold a smokey hazel green and flecks of chestnut brown. You chose small; small petite pear shaped figure that sometimes only a mother could love. You chose rough arms and scratched up knees. You chose gentle fingertips that graize through your delicate mind. You chose sweet toes and cracking heels. These heels took me to who you are. Thing is, I can't quite understand why? Why someone like that could CHOOSE someone like this. Why have you chosen so quickly? You chose wisely because of this heart. This old soul I hold; these bold feelings I contain, all are shining into you. God does some magical things... So far he has created me and billions of others. I, being unique, have put myself out in the world searching for comfort, care, and love. Age... We all base love on "age" but does it really matter? You can LOVE God. You can LOVE your parents. You can LOVE your friends. You can LOVE someone you barely even know. You can LOVE someone you care for; someone you think of or dream of, you can LOVE. What I'm trying to say is LOVE comes in many forms. Mine is in so many it's hard to keep up with. When you think to yourself who you love think of who LOVES YOU! Also, think of why they chose you? God chose me. I wonder what else will choose me? Maybe a college? Maybe a major? Maybe a song to sing? Maybe a boy.... Maybe. Whatever and whoever it is, I trust and I choose and I Love. 

So, questions of today. Who do you choose? Who do you love? Who do you trust! Who chooses you?

-Marcia H. 

2/25/13 

Marcia? A Blogger?

Wait. What's this? Marcia Hall; is she starting a blog? Yes! I have been told for a while that my Facebook posts were very relatable and truthful. I post what's on my mind. I try to always keep it positive! Its just how I roll. So since I was told this, I just decided to create a blog and post my feelings here! I hope all works out because honestly I would love to share my thoughts and feelings with others. Who knows, my life may relate to others. I don't know exactly what I'll be posting all together, but I'm positive it will all fall into place soon enough! If you're reading this, Thank You!!! If you like what you read, tell your friends! I'll try to post everyday, but no PROMISES!
 
Stay Classy,
  Marcia