Tonight I lie here in my bed. I lie under the covers and rest my head on a pillow. I smile. Tonight I SMILE! Tonight I think about things I like things I love things I don't like or love... And things I want to change and need to change. Tonight I wonder and imagine life... Tonight I paint pretty pictures in my mind and bold beautiful words in my heart. Tonight all is well. Tonight I realize life goes on... Life gets better... Life can taste so sweet. Tonight I realize life is forever going to have ups and downs and I do believe my god in heaven wouldn't place downs on people if he knew it wouldn't help them grow. When you are down you can either have patience or become aggravated. You can worry or relax. Tonight I realize that we learn to accept the downs in our life so when good things come, we become happier and full of joy. Tonight I smile for all in my life is going to be just fine. I smile for the heartache and that I know it will soon fade and I will learn to be just fine. I will learn to follow my lord and do as he leads me. It's what I always try to do. Tonight Im not hard on myself. Tonight I'm saying "Marcia you'll make it sweet girl". Tonight... Tonight I pray and I thank God for all his love and glory. Tonight I feel whole again.
Tonight I love.
